I just recently broke up with a guy...yes , I know I should be devestated but I am not...easy come easy go. It did however get me wondering if we are truly mean to be with one person only. I dont see it in my future but really dont those people get bored. How many different ways can you have sex before it becomes a routine? Or am i just a synic...
I guess i have a hard trouble seeing it beacuse I dont really believe in love as such. If you had seen some of the men i dated in my youth and those that had come in and out of my life in my younger years i think you would understand. I do believe in Lust. I lust alot then when things get serious I pull the plug and jump down the escape hatch.
Is there anything with wanting more out of life then to be tied to one man? I love sex and feeling the thrill as I work out a new guys quirks. I want to know what gets him going, what makes him want to scream my name and beg me to stop. I want to be the girl that when he looks at me he is picturing me doing very dirty and naughty things with him...
To me there is no bigger high then walking into a room and knowing that I dont have to leave alone. Sure people may see me a shallow that is their right but they dont understand my need, the way I ache to feel a mans touch or for that matter a girls. I am happy living alone, having things the way i like them. I dont understand why women dont embrace their sexuality more and no i dont mean flash your tits or sleep with every guy who will have you...I mean love your self, know yourself and then choose who you want rather then settle.
